Wednesday, July 22, 2020

Boulders in the Living Room

When almost every mother would avoid
and every father would be twice as hard 
for she's the one who wants to fill the void 
and he would rather work out in the yard 

the bedroom's dead and they have had a vigil
with floss and pads and unburnt candles old
the romance that they had was not official 
and when the wedding came, it lost it's hold 

the silverware and china stacked in boxes
the top of wedding's cake was never cut 
still frozen in the back, the paradox is 
they always knew the why but not the what 

and now, with children grown, away and lonely 
she walks by neighbors, gyms and yoga class 
yet he still works out in the garden, only 
with his attention's on Bermuda grass 

The young instructor in the yoga window 
without a shirt without a care, he smiles 
the laps she walks to get sight of this glow 
the hopeful shine of youth, she'd walk for miles 

on corresponding couches, they recline 
so silent for so many years, they've stayed 
in virtue and in pain, their soft decline 
a whimper of the love they never made 

a life of love not lost but just deferred 
not friends to the unfaithful or to sin 
No begging, pleading, yelling, not a word 
each waits for other's death, so they can win.